王瑞豪 080610

It's already been a month for me to be with my dearie , Grace Tee Kai Chee .. i'm so in love with her .. for my thought , i've already did my best , and love her more than 101% .. but for her , it might just looks normal because perhaps she can easily gain love from anybody .. but anyway , i know she care about me as well just that she doesn't know how to express it out by certain sweet ways or by mouth / words .. This few day , i'm really sick badly .. high fever + flu + cough but i'm kinda glad cause my dear was on my side being with me .. But i'm kinda sad and dissappointed as well .. i'm really confused , i'm sick badly and can't even sleep for da whole nite .. so i posted an imaged message to my dear on her wall , facebook `

But , when she woke up early in da morning .. She on9-ed , but she doesnt even care and just ignore da message .. i'm really hurt , sick and really needs her love & caring ..

BUT

then , i saw her ex posted a post of last night's world cup match and she commented on that early in the morning .. i was just stunned and speechless .. shouldn't i being care and love especially that now i'm sick ? his football match result post was more important to me ?

my tears was just flowing around my eyes ..

SO

Dear , i just hope u can realize that i really love you with my true heart , although maybe u lost your believe in guys before this or no matter what reason .. i'm honestly telling you here that i love you and i would never give up on you , alrite ? i just hope u can importize me and care about me more ..

I know myself well that i'm loyal guy and once i'm in loved , i would never give up on you ..

so , dear .. i'm worth for you to put trust and true love on me .. =)

although sometimes we might be unhappy , that goes to the same to every couples in da world ..

but there's always solution , i just hope you don't be a "bottle" anymore alrite ?

everytime i asked you , are you alrite ? u sure say nothing nothing , haiz .. im realli dissappointed and i felt useless , u know ?

NOW , its not your problem anymore .. IT's OUR PROBLEM , so please let me to be with you and overcome everything in the future ..

王瑞豪

王瑞豪 090809

That night , i was staying at my friend's hse , kae . We were just going to complete our assignments but that night , i'm really out of mood .

And I wanted to play some games provided by Facebook , named
Fish-A-Fish . It's really a fun game .

Fishing around , buy equipments , fashion wears , baits a lots more .

Then , we started to played Dragonica . We planned to hunt for lavalon and we were in different party , so Kae just started his hunt first .

While looking around , I've started to played Fish-A-Fish and Dragonica at the same time .

And while i'm enjoying my fishing game , that Nerdkae suddenly shouted and shaked my arms ! My heart whisper silently "WTF" ? And he told me he got a Lavalon's heart that worths a lot .
I was shocked cause it's his 2nd heart gained from lavalon , while i don't even get one . =="

Then , i started to hunt for lavalon as well . While hunting , i was playing de fishing game at the same time . And when lavalon was down , i didn't care or even have a look at the rewards section cause i was buzy "fishing" xD

After that , that Nerdkae once more shaked my arms and asked me to have a look at what i've got . So , i just have a look at what i got . OMG ! it's a Lavalon's Heart !! ^^

I felt damm excited cause it was my first time to obtained a Lavalon's heart in this game .
That night , i was super duperb energetic .. =)

It's a great night as well cause both of us obtained 2 Lavalon's heart in one night ..

王瑞豪

王瑞豪 080809

Day by day passes ..

I've broke up with my ex for around almost 1 years 6 months . I'm always been thinking , how's she going there ? How does she looks now ? Hmm .. Or maybe , how's she's with his new boyfriend ?
But anyway , i'm sure that she enjoys her life now .
Sometimes i've thinked to send her a sms to ask how is she .

B U T

I didn't dare to do so .. Cause i afraid that she might think that i'm still in love with her and if in this case , this might be the cause to arguement between her and her boyfriend .
But , i'm still here wishing you all the best and good luck .
and i've to admit that i still misses you A LOT . but too bad , anything been too late for ME .

B T W

Luckily , i've met a new bunch gang of @!#@!#@!#!$# new friends that being the same species as me , haha .. i mean those who can jokes around and can hav blank conversations . I've shared a lot of times and memories with them . We have breakfast , lunch , dinner together . And they're from penang while im from KL~
im really glad to knew them , but ..

sometimes misunderstood or arguement might happen .
most of us enjoy playing "Dragonica" together .

A N D


1 day , when we're rushing our Font's design assignment ..
i've felt asleep and i dream of a girl from the next class , U4 ..

i dono whats her name , so i just named her "U4 Mystery Gal"
i've dream that i was dating with her and we went for shopping . She even gifted me a soft cudly cute toy key chain . It was a darnn sweet dream which i wished it would never stopped .

in the evening , i've attended the presentation for class U6 and the girl was having her own class beside of our lab . i was shocked and i keep peeking at her .. >< At the same , time i saw her looking me as well ? MAYBE ? im not that sure .. what i can do was just smile , smile and smile .. i'm not sure why i liked her , BUT maybe it's just a dream ?


王瑞豪

✖- 王瑞豪's 生活 -✖

✖- 王瑞豪's 生活 -✖

Life is getting better or worst hur ? Maybe for others but its absolutely not going to be ME .

My life totally changed since losing my dear . I've started smoke , clubbing and xxxxxxx .

But too bad , she already found another suitable guy for herself in a short period and i know i can't do anything anymore than just wishing them good luck .

2 year and 6 months , quite a long period hur ? first love , sad case~

Everynight i can just hug my cuddly soft toy that gifted by her in the begining , reads those lettters that sended by her to me , and started to cry everynight . I really felt regret and sorry for I did . I apologize to "you" for what i did to you before ..

sorry~

and i really wana say thanks for everything . Without you , im sure im going to be worst among de WORST . and u'll be always de perfect girl for me . Nobody can replace your position in my heart . Hope that we're still friends .

Miss yea .. =)

but everythings gone too late , anyway good luck ba .

✖- 王瑞豪 -✖