It's already been a month for me to be with my dearie , Grace Tee Kai Chee .. i'm so in love with her .. for my thought , i've already did my best , and love her more than 101% .. but for her , it might just looks normal because perhaps she can easily gain love from anybody .. but anyway , i know she care about me as well just that she doesn't know how to express it out by certain sweet ways or by mouth / words .. This few day , i'm really sick badly .. high fever + flu + cough but i'm kinda glad cause my dear was on my side being with me .. But i'm kinda sad and dissappointed as well .. i'm really confused , i'm sick badly and can't even sleep for da whole nite .. so i posted an imaged message to my dear on her wall , facebook `
But , when she woke up early in da morning .. She on9-ed , but she doesnt even care and just ignore da message .. i'm really hurt , sick and really needs her love & caring ..
BUT
then , i saw her ex posted a post of last night's world cup match and she commented on that early in the morning .. i was just stunned and speechless .. shouldn't i being care and love especially that now i'm sick ? his football match result post was more important to me ?
my tears was just flowing around my eyes ..
SO
Dear , i just hope u can realize that i really love you with my true heart , although maybe u lost your believe in guys before this or no matter what reason .. i'm honestly telling you here that i love you and i would never give up on you , alrite ? i just hope u can importize me and care about me more ..
I know myself well that i'm loyal guy and once i'm in loved , i would never give up on you ..
so , dear .. i'm worth for you to put trust and true love on me .. =)
although sometimes we might be unhappy , that goes to the same to every couples in da world ..
but there's always solution , i just hope you don't be a "bottle" anymore alrite ?
everytime i asked you , are you alrite ? u sure say nothing nothing , haiz .. im realli dissappointed and i felt useless , u know ?
NOW , its not your problem anymore .. IT's OUR PROBLEM , so please let me to be with you and overcome everything in the future ..
王瑞豪
